Deep inside my heart ....
FINDING THE RIGHT ONE....
♥LOVE ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE..♥
That's My Dan
-Ashna Anne Philip
That night he was here, that man who knew and understood me and yeah – loved me for who exactly I am ..Holding me tight , afraid that there was someone out in the dark waiting to take me away from him .. his lips were steady as he said "baby .. no matter what, I am always there for you , you know that?"
"uh-uh" I replied confused. "And do you know that I have loved you so much more than what you’d ever imagined love is, and that it can neither be measured nor weighed?"
Never take a woman for granted
Never take a woman for granted if she makes you feel like you are the perfect man in world. She is the woman who will be always by your side no matter what happens in your life. She will support you and be by your side when you are falling apart. She will go to any extent to see a smile on your face. Treasure her for ever because she is the one who loves you truly and eternally….~
Quote for the Day 31Mar2013
Jesus Christ is alive! He was the only religious leader that died and was raised again. This is a great assurance that Christians are not serving a dead God. It is a great hope that when Christians die, they also will be raised with Him at the end of the age. Do you have these assurance and hope? - Bayo Afolaranmi
Quote for the Day 30Mar2013
When I survey the wondrous cross on which the Prince of glory died, My richest gain I count but loss, and pour contempt on all my pride. - Isaac Watts
LOVE OF LIFE
After graduation he got a job in New York; I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart. Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished.
One day I got a letter with an invitation to a wedding. It was from him; I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. It was a big church wedding with the reception at a hotel. I met the bride and of course I talked to him too. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me. I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life.
As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life,
I got a note that said: "Meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore. Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce.
I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together. One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport, and that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place.
Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. I asked questions: "Why did this happen to a kind guy like him?" I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a dairy that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California.
As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written. The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart. So the moral of the story, If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe the next day will never come at all..
Quote for the Day 29Mar2013
On a hill far away stood an old rugged cross, the emblem of suffering and shame; and I love that old cross where the dearest and best for a world of lost sinners was slain. So I'll cherish the old rugged cross, till my trophies at last I lay down; I will cling to the old rugged cross, and exchange it some day for a crown. - George Bennard
Quote for the Day 28Mar2013
In memory of the Savior’s love we keep the sacred feast, when every humble, contrite heart is made a welcome guest. - Thomas Cotterill
Quote for the Day 27Mar2013
Have a deep desire not just for the good things Jesus can do for you, but for a living daily relationship with Him. - Christopher Ash
Quote for the Day 26Mar2013
He who cultivates a grateful heart will get a second attention from God. - Sunday Adeleke
Quote for the Day 25Mar2013
Ambition is man's way into his destiny while vision is God's path into His destiny for man. Man's ambition can never lead you to God's destination. Grab a vision today! - EA Adeboye
Quote for the Day 24Mar2013
Spiritual growth is not an option for any serious Christian. It is a necessity. Are you growing spiritually? - Bayo Afolaranmi
Quote for the Day 23Mar2013
Examine carefully any teaching that asks you to do anything more than what is in God’s Word. Otherwise it can be deadly to your spiritual well-being. - C. P. Hia
Quote for the Day 18Mar2013
You have not really learned a commandment until you have obeyed it. Nothing clarifies doctrine like doing. - Vance Havner
Quote for the Day 17Mar2013
The closer we get to God through understanding of His Word, the better we are at hearing and rightly interpreting the voices around us so that we are not easily fooled by them. - Noel Berman
Quote for the Day 16Mar2013
Whenever God steps into anyone’s life, the life of the person changes. - Sunday Popoola
Quote for the Day 15Mar2013
We give to others what they need no greater help and care than when we intercede for them and bear them up in prayer. - D. De Haan
Quote for the Day 14Mar2013
When someone tells you that you cannot do something, perhaps you should consider that he is only telling you what he cannot do. - Sheldon Cahoon
Quote for the Day 13Mar2013
What are your needs and wants? Whatever they may be, the Lord knows how to meet all these needs and wants in His own way and in His own time. Just trust in Him. He will meet all your needs and wants in Jesus’ name. Amen. - Bayo Afolaranmi
Quote for the Day 12Mar2013
God knows what He's doing for each of us. He is the potter, and we are His clay. He will mould us and make us, and expose us to just enough pressures of just the right kinds that we may be made into a flawless piece of work to fulfil His good, pleasing and perfect will. - Author Unknown
Quote for the Day 11Mar2013
To be honest is to tread the way of God, it will make you free, it will make people depend on you, it will make your mind and work flow and you do not have to remember what you said before you speak. - Nelson Tunde Akinola
Quote for the Day 10Mar2013
Being a Christian is more than just an instantaneous conversion - it is a daily process whereby you grow to be more and more like Christ. - Billy Graham
Quote for the Day 09Mar2013
Our happiness or misery depends on our dispositions and not on our circumstances. - Martha Washington
Quote for the Day 08Mar2013
God does not want you to be conscious of the lack you see outside you. He wants you to be conscious of the abundance within you because His kingdom is within you! - Joseph Prince
Quote for the Day 07Mar2013
I know who holds the future, and I know who holds my hand. With God things do not just happen, everything by Him is planned: so as I face tomorrow with its problems large and small, I will trust the God of miracles. - A. B. Smith
Quote for the Day 06Mar2013
We all need friends with whom we can speak of our deepest concerns, and who do not fear to speak the truth in love to us. - Margaret Guenther
Quote for the Day 05Mar2013
Do not allow adversity to hinder you from moving forward. - Kayode Oyedemi
Quote for the Day 04Mar2013
No matter where you are, or how long you have been there, God’s mercy and kindness can reach you. - Jennifer Benson Schuldt
Quote for the Day 03Mar2013
It is good to revere spiritual leaders. However, there should be a limit to the reverence one would give them. The moment the reverence for them is being place side by side with, or replacing one’s reverence for God, one should be very careful. Whose disciple are you? - Bayo Afolaranmi
Quote for the Day 02Mar2013
The power to live according to God’s standards comes only when we plug into His inexhaustible power. How do we do that? By daily seeking His face and asking Him to fill us with His Holy Spirit. - C. P. Hia